I forgot...

I am very thankful to everyone who dealt with my moods this week...
and I am even more thankful for friends who are willing to talk to me on the phone in the middle of the night to help make me feel better.
I am so thankful for you.

The home stretch...

This week wasn't bad. I spent it in Dallas with Tessa and her sister and parents. It was the typical relaxing Thanksgiving break. We went to church, went out to eat, watched movies, and slept too much. I was a bum all week, but I guess it was needed. I really am so thankful that my roommate was willing to put up with me for another week, instead of having a vacation from me, but...I guess I won't complain! :) There are 2 more weeks of classes, and then a week of finals. I don't really have much motivation to finish out the semester, but I'm trying to find it somewhere...from within, from...something. And what makes matters worse is that I need to say goodbye to Jared since he's graduating this semester. Have I ever mentioned that I hate goodbyes? Like...I fear them? Yeah....

I will confess to you here and now that I am beginning to read Twilight. I heard enough about it from all of my friends this summer that I felt like seeing it on Thursday, so I did. It was pretty good. I am looking forward to being someone who freaks out about future movies and how hott Edward Cullen is. You can try to sway me otherwise, but I don't think this could have come at a more perfect time.

I need Christmas break so bad. I miss my mom a lot. I haven't seen anyone from home in almost 4 months! Hmmmm...I should stop whining? Yeah.

Did we ever sing the same song?

Not gonna lie...

Today. Was. Freaking. Hard.

But this is life.

And last night, all I thought about was these two...



Oh well. I'm definately taking hip-hop classes at Koresh next summer...

Ummm...hello?

Why is life so up and down right now?

I'm trying to hold on.

But I feel like I'm falling.

Friday nights

Sometimes, all you need is a night full of copying your friend's cds to your computer, running to the student center for some chik-fil-a, and then watching "Remember the Titans" in the auditorium with some great friends. As many times as I've seen that movie, I never turn it down when it's offered as a possible movie for the night. It's has really great parts, parts that make you cry, make you laugh, make you want to sing...it's just a really good film.

My mom had some more health issues this week, but one of them was fixed yesterday. I just wish that all of this could go back to normal, you know? I wish the health of my parents wasn't such a pressing issue everyday of my life. I guess it never will go back to normal, but I'm not used to it yet.

What am I excited for? My friends, I will tell you. I have auditions for my play on Monday! Like, I'm the director: I choose the cast, I create the rehearsal schedules, I do the blocking, I make the decisions. I really feel that I'm ready for this. I'm ready to lead a team to create some beautiful theatre that will make an audience feel good.

Two more weeks of classes, and then a week off for Thanksgiving. I'm not going home, but I am going to TEXAS with my roommate Tessa! Okay, saying roommate sounds like we're not close....she's my best friend. We're gonna have a great time! And then we get back and just have two more weeks of classes and then finals....and then....then....I GET TO GO HOME! Oh man, I am itchin' to go home so baddddddd!

I guess that's it. I'm going to see 2 plays tonight, and then do some homework? And say goodbye to Cielo...since she's leaving school tomorrow and transferring :(

Later days.

Two "firsts"

Well, friends, I am please to inform you that yesterday I got to drive a 4-wheeler. It was amazing. I loved every second. It was probably the most fun I had had in a while.

BUT....

I also fell off the 4-wheeler. It was NOT fun. I have bruises all over my legs and arms. Wah wah wah.

Oh well.