Friday, April 24, 2009

Homework? Nahhhh.

This weekend is going to be FULL of homework...and projects...and final papers...and reports...and a ridiculous amount of other things that I don't have the time OR energy for.

So...why not delay all of my work with a trip to Heber?



oh...and I'm home in 15 days!

Monday, April 20, 2009

Seriously, Monday? SERIOUSLY?!

Today could not have been more of a roller coaster if I wanted it to be. It took some great and amazing turns but always seemed to turn horrible.
Here's some things I've learned:
1. I need to back off.
2. I try too hard.
3. I can be PATHETIC.
4. Sometimes...I need to give up.

That last one. Yeah.
Give up.
And stop feeling so sorry for myself.

Emo Mary. Emo blog. Emo day.
Emo. Emo. Emo.
Decisions. Decisions. Decisions.

Monday, April 13, 2009

This is life...together?

I have more things on my to-do list than I do hours in the day. It's a bit ridiculous. But I'm pretty sure it's this way for everyone until the semester is over.
I refuse to be upset over every passing moment. I don't want to be the person who lives in negative countdowns. Only happy ones. Because everything is going to be okay :)
Oh, and Spring Sing is over!
But Scapin is not. And it's funny. So come see it this weekend.

Monday, April 6, 2009

Dear self, get over it.

I don't have the time or motivation to be writing on here, but I am. I joined the cast of "Scapin" a week ago, for those of you who don't know, and things have been going...okay with that. I know I could be doing a lot more with it. And it's hard when all of my friends are involved with Spring Sing in so many different ways. I'm excited to cheer my brother on in something that he loves to do and is GOOD at, but I do wish I was right there next to him. (There, I said it, okay?) BUT alas, my sister will get here Thursday and that will begin one of the most ridiculously busy weekends of my life.

Also, pray for me. I'm asking for your prayers. Yes, you. Pray for me. Pray that I can learn to be more understanding. And that I can believe in myself. That sounds crazy amounts of emo, but seriously, I can get pretty low. (note: asking for prayers is difficult)

ON A HIGHER NOTE- Plans for this summer are shaping up even more. I'm excited to see what's in store for me. Because this summer is going to be a great experience for me. It really will. From apartment hunting to voice training to (maybe) being in a show to working at a preschool to working at the radio station to doing UPLIFT...I will be so busy I won't know what to do with myself.

I am blessed. Beyond words. I don't know what I did.
(I guess I must have done something right)