Thursday, June 4, 2009

And then I moved back to Searcy...

Well, I think I need a quick update. Maybe I don't, but oh well...

I moved back to good ole AR on Sunday. I'm staying with Amber at our boss Mendi's house this week, and then I'll be moving on campus for UPLIFT. I started my job at the preschool on Tuesday...working Tuesday-Friday...from 7:30-5:30...for the rest of the summer. Then on weekends I'll be ushering for SSDT, which is from 6-11ish. I start rehearsing for Nunsense on Monday (by the way, I got Sister Robert Anne...and I'm STOKED!), so that will fill my nights. Yes, I will be keeping busy. Yes, I will have little free time. BUT- I chose this.

Sidenote...Morgan wants me to audition for Millie. I really don't think I'll have time, but I'm not gonna lie...I'm considering it.

This is the part of the post where Mary get's serious...
I'm really wanting to change a lot this summer. Because I've been evaluating myself a lot lately, and I hate what I find. I hate how insanely jealous I am. Insanely. Jealous. I hate how impatient I am. And I hate that I haven't done anything to change these things in the past. If you're reading this, and you're my friend, help me. Encourage me. Pray for me. I promise you, I need it.

2 comments:

-Megan J W- said...

i will pray for you.
and also, our encouragement might be telling you that its ok and things are still fine...but its hard. its true. which is where more prayers come in :-)

xoxo

Hope said...

Hi. I don't want for you to think that I'm a creeper or anything, but I found you through Sarah P's blogroll, and I thought that I'd say hello.

As someone who has been through a period of making HUGE changes lately, I know that you will have the power to do this. My relationship with God is kind of spotty at the moment, but I'll throw in a good word for you (whatever that's worth)...

Sorry if this is weird, but I just wanted to let you know that these kinds of changes CAN happen if you're just willing to sweat and bleed and cry for them.

-Hope