Thursday, February 19, 2009

Refreshing.

I've never been one to rip up, tear apart, cut, shred, and then throw things away...things that may or may not have meant something to me in the past. But I did. And it was the absolute best feeling in the world. Even Anna asked why I was in such a good mood when she came in my room. I couldn't hide it.
I am making really positive decisions. About everything. I'm becoming a better person...and I realize that this is a PROCESS and that I will have downfalls. But I have no reason to be the disgusting whoever-I-was months ago. I am encouraged.
Even my mom noticed a difference. My sister, too.
And that means something.

ANYWAY! Enough of the heavy stuff, right? Today was wonderful...this weekend will be really interesting because everyone and their mom is leaving campus. So it's basically a weekend of me and Amber...and Kris. Which is much needed and I am very excited for the randomness that is to come.

I AM SO OPTIMISTIC ABOUT LIFE RIGHT NOW I COULD SCREAM IT FROM THE HILLTOPS!

I must have done something right.

3 comments:

Ashley Nicole said...

BBBEEEEAAAAutiful!!!! I love you!

kevin said...

i'll be here this weekend!!

notevenahint57 said...

you said "...and Kris"

like i was an afterthought

IS THAT ALL I AM TO YOU!?

;)

I'm glad you're feeling so wonderful!